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You're anti social
You're anit social
You're anit social
You're anit social

Well of course. Do your own thing, just get out my way. Well me too but eh fuckin eh. I had to drive today. That made me mad. At least it wasn't too far outside the city lines, just Burnaby. But I got up at 2:30pm and was there by 3pm. That what my dad said. I have respect for him. Mr. China doesn't, he's like so-called a fat chinese person that is White. Fuck he thinks he's the shite, since I have to listen to Erika's perennial question about marriage. Fuck I could tell them many things. But I don't I use my brain, and live as per the suggestion of city = drugs and alcohol. Fer fuckin' sure, and of course NOT A CAR. just a weird suggestion. I had to drive today, I made a point of that quite a bit. I fuckin hate driving. It sucks royally, but you better have a stick, otherwise go back to China. Like you dont' vote go get SARS 2.0 in china. I could really flying fuck if your from there. Serves you right. Why are you here?

What fucking bands have I seen this year. Fuckin' eh, every year rocks. Its like either Slayer, MetallicA, MegaDave, or Anthrax. For at least the past fucking decade. God bless East Van. Slayer in the East side all the time, except on the Granville show. That was almost better. Plus the dudes in the alley strett kids too boot, fuckin' eh, were outside the first show Nogging it up. Could hear a bit. But they met Tom Arayan and KK and got free tix. I fucked off to like catch the moo train home. Fer sure they would be coming out that way. But then the next day a Sunday too I think for God Hates us All at the Commodore. The PNE show with Pantera was wild too. I guess the last Pantera show in town. RIP Dimebag. Fuckin' eh name eh. You braindead you got 4 bullets to the head. That'll probably do the trick. But that was a long time ago, the PNE show was during the transit strike. I remeber that part. I had to walk there and back. Worst part was I wantted to piss an the paddy wagon was behind me. It was there, following me. Pluse I had the Bodycoutn shirt on that says in 8 inch letters TELL US WHAT TO DO FUCK YOU. With the fuck you being huge. It pissed me off, I couldn't piss, cuase I totally had to, walking home to East Van, after seeing Slayer at the PNE Forum. I love living in fucking East Vancouver. It rocks on. royally in many parts on the street and alleys everywhere. Fuckign yesterday is a classic example of the shite. I had to catch the 99 from the skytrain, and I saw it leave just as I was crossing over Broadway to the stop, eh. So I knew I had at least 10 minutes or so, to take my piss. So I cross Commerical beside the dentist place and the bank into the alley. I find the dumpster behind the Funeral home and that looks good. Then I hear my name, coming frmo somewhere. Too weird. I look over there and a guy is smoking crack cocaine. So I just go on my business, like pissing behind a dumpster. Then I finish, fuck I hate that about the moo train plus all the foreigners on it, but that'll go one for every. Weird Chinese means Joyce, and Baligandu is like welcome to Surrey. But I go up to dude, and I knew the dude. Fuckin' small world. Totally. roayally. If you've been somewhere for some time, then its like you get to know the drug dealers. That's sorta odd, but not really, since you need them. They are entrepeneurs. And you need to find the right one. That's fucked up man. But it sucks. The things called borders make it hard to take your 'enjoyment' with you. Well of course if its like smokes and booze. HEY BOY, GET SOME SMOKES as Percy would say.

Still one concert to go, Bif Naked at the best venue in town. Where else, the Commodore. Its the shit, plus the floor moves but not it did before by far.

Dayglo Abortions twice at the Astoria. Fuckin' eh walking distance, plus a 20 stop too. Sorry closer than the parking lot to the front door. Only $10. They sure can't get much there for that cover for 300 white people.
Antrax pit was wild for MegaDave. He sucked cock large. Well he's an asshole, never seeing that shtie again talkig about Megadeth.
Anthrax rocked for Judas Priest. Some song list. I was weird, a month or so apart. But Indians wasn't the same with seats onthe floor. But Priest rocked on. Fucking faggot there Halford, has a voice. Dude was saying he was a opera singer. His voice rocks, even if it has had many penises inside it. That's nasty. I don't like them faggots much. Just cant' drink around them without your drink leaving you. Beer is nice and sterile so that's good. But he's like fukcing eh. It rocked. Plus its fucking a legend. We was part on the NWOBM, him and Ozzy. Ozzy is the godfather. Haven't seen him since '99 with Slayer and Zombie. but yeah Rob is the best voice in metal.

Voices in metal. They all have the 'Oh yeah', as in I love the cocaine, I love the cocaine. But yeah, and the growls are the defintion of metal. Every one does the yeaaahh, oh yeah. The only part you cannot change in a band. Antrhax knows that. Weird Van Halen survived with Sammy Hagar though. But that is exception. As in every rule has an exception like I beofre E except after C. Dickinson has it. So does Halford, even Sammy I would say is better than Dave. Danzig of course. Those are the voices ot the 80's-90's metal scene that had the howl, growl. Eventhough I love Slayer and of course old school Metallica, they fucking are musicians. They are more musical as in Mozart kind of way. Need to listen to Sanitarium.

Probably the best song to describe my exitense.
Sanitarium
I know I'm insane, maybe its genetic, my mother was only 4 times in a decade
Plus I'm like an alcholic, snowbarder, pot head, that can drive a stick, but hates driving (since that's like an anomoly. Howmanyu other people in the G7, fuck Russia, do not go to or fro the smog machine each day. Then they complain about the other 'GM lemmings' in their way. Just like Big Ass Truck.)

Get outta my way
I'm pissed up drunk
And don't really give
A flying fuck

Tis the day.. of Christmas

And it doesn't remind me of anything.
Well actually that is a lie. Needed to bogart it up there. Or in laymans terms nig it up to the doobie.

I fucking hate this day. Be happy for being alive in a real cosumeristic country. There better be Turkey toady and no fucking donair either. Donair rocks in D plus its like cheaper than Big Macs by a lot.Turkerys are also for the deasth day called Easter and the Thansgiving.

Got the Cypress Hill medley going on. Fucking bullshit with the Pineapple Express nigging that up. Mainly to say Cyrpess hill is fucked up. Fuckin garbage. ... I want to get high.. so high... I want to get high... so high.. This album rocks, it comes on so slow. I have memories to the day it came out. like over a decade ago or so.

The Jamacian man that gave me ride home from the fucking hospital was cool. He don't like the chink like either eh. They never take cab. I asked him that. Never ever. Never, must be vain in MB or BMW of course not NIPPER invention of Lexus, Nissan, Toytota etc... Fuckin rice heads. But he was nigged up by me. Fucking $12 cab ride. Fuck I hate that. That hits the priorites, namely to say booze including Fireball and of course doobies. Insane in the brain. He was pretty cool. They agree. They aren't 'chinese-eyed'. I work to get that way, I like that but me like understnad. Fuck man I just cant' fuck up with this shite, too much Fireball. Wel that's pathetic, like going into a liquour store like 129 for example and blowing like a tree in the wind but its just wasted dude. Like fuck dude. Like holy shit. I think I'm going crazy. I think I'm far from that. Not gonna be the next Apprencie, survior or fear factor fuck. Maybe Americna Idol Angel of Death specail. But of course that won't happen so that's like a moot point.

Today I had to meet my parents up by there church. Its auf Deutsch, naturlich. Kein Chinkidido up there. Maybe some posers, like of cousre they still eat rice ever day not just meat and potatoes. We got back and I ate the pototoe salad with sausauges. My mother even gave me half off her Würstchein. Mr. China don't eat meat since he's taken by a chink. And he is also conserded about his helatht, meanwhile being rather more obese than me at 6'0" and 230lbs for a BMI of 33 or so. Fuck I'm fucked. I need snow. Of cousre I eat meat. I would never be taken over by a chinese infestation thing letting this country, of so called CANADA to die. Fuck I gotta re-migrate (hits from the bong) I guess Alberta would almost suffice for the Georgia and Seymour/Granville thing eh. I gotta go to Auschwitz auch danke. Nein oder. LInks 2 3 4. Zwo jawohl, nicht nein. Ach so. But I got there a little early a couple minutes or so. I found there car at the church, or close by up the road, just down the road from where my shitass exitense is (as some would so call me, that are taken by the first FOB. Nein OK. I hate this time of year. Great timing for the infestation of the warm Hawaiian rain, sorta like Sponge Bob.) But I knew it got out. But there was a dog by the car for the 'welcoming' of the foreigners. But the middle ground came out. A dog. They can't speak. But they understand. I'm like hey dog. Hey doggie. It was a blakc dog with grey haris around the mouth. I was nice and slow and it got happy. It even jumped up on me, waiting for the 3 minutes or so in East Van. Then 3 people from the D church came out and were like hey dog. But (We've take too much for granted, Winamp nigs it up. I love this song probably thanks to KNAC.com. Plus the concert was flashback to a month ago with Antrhax opening. MegaDave sucked cock large. The pit for Indians was wild. Rob, Rob, Rob, Rob is an indian. In the vortex of the Hatebreed circle. Fucking eh. Hiow they can make that demand. To their wicked ways. But meetig with our death. But fucking eh. The new seats at the PNE rock on too. Nice, the doobie section. The seats just killed it though. Fuck that shite. At least ehte PNE does the beers up. that's fuckin' eh.

But yeah the dog. Then the neighbour came up. I didn't catch her name. She was buying some groceries. Fuckin' eh, Vancouverite walking to the store, with 3 bags coming back. Doggie was totally happy. She was in front of my parents, like 10 seconds ahead or so, maybe 20. But yeah doggie was totally happy. Doggie actually jumped up a bit on me, left a print on leg. But it totally nigged it up for her. She was the neighbour. Then it even jumped on my dad. He lived through Hitler. So did my mother. That's pretty wild shit. I had a few relatives that were the so-called Nazis. Fucking Dayglo show rocked on. Fuckin Balligandu that is there is royally fucked. Gotta nig it up at the Balmoral. Go downton. That's the shit of the city. Ir's royally fucked up. But everything can be had there from rock, down , powder, bj, or maybe the lucky paddy wagon. That's pretty imposible there. that just even makes it more fucked up.

But it's great
Rock On Balmoral

Bend me and shape me, I'm a long way along

Dowtown is fun
Lets go downtown
so discreetly....

The things that I've loved the things that I've lost
The things I've held sacred that I've dropped
I won't lie no more you can bet
I don't want to learn what I'll need to forget

But that's the way you need be eh.
Since otherwise you are full of shit. And ain't that nice. Sure you may be able to speak English, which is a hard one well not reallly if you choose where you go. That's nice. Talk is talk. Walk the walk. Fuck the rest of the bullshit existence of that fucked up shite. Fer sure. Why aren't you dead? Like you just a mooch on soceity so why don't you just like die. Die. Die. Die. I just want you to die. But then again in this town most people like a good chunk wood be gone eh. Well that's not a nice thing to say. Well fuck you crackheads, car drivers and West side and WestVan fucks. Fuck y'all eh. fuckin' eh.

But me went downtown today. I love downtown. If you frown upon it you should give yourself a shotgun colonoscopy. That'll be nice on bread. Pigeon Park is almost the epi-centre. But yeah did lines today. Haven't done that since probalby like a year or 2 or 3. Don't remember but don't do that much I know that for sure. Its like the rock, down, POWDER today. Weird, generally #1 is the shite you need. It makes shite fukced up. I need to stop that. I have to change the people I am around for that. People are weired too. Crackville is almost turning into a hippy ville. That's really fucked up considering its like cocaine and not just weed. Completly different. Like Rice and Bongs. No comparison at all. But I got it nigged up pretty good though. Of course on a hotel just off Hastings. Where else? That's the best street in town. So many problems too. I went to Whistler with my cousin from redneck smalltown Alberta to Whistler a few years back. And he's like whoa its pretty busy out. And I'm like there like junkies and crackheads and he's like ooohhh. I live in the city, I don't believe in the 'neccessity' of a car. Well of course if I'm going to Cypress or Whistler it sure fucking helps. But he had a car. I find that one funny. Plus it was 7:30 or so on a Sunday morning too boooooooot (ain't that the way them fucking Americans try to imitate us, like get Out).

Dayglo Abortions are tommorrow or like later tonight at the Asbalt. Fucking eh. They rock on, well in many ways. Fer fucking sure. Twice in the same year at the same place. Lotsa shows rocked on, and rock in this year. But Dayglo is rather offensive, I guess one could say. But they didn't play the songs off Death Race 2000. My mother was a man. Ben Hoffmans nose.

Big Ass Truck

gotta inhale for the insanity of my inards of the cavity in my skull filled with my 'brain'

Rock on Chicago
Fuckin' eh!
Never been there ytet, but yeah, fudkicn eh'
LIke not nice words go on.
Well me like alive so like fuck you, eh.
Always need the eh eh. Fuck you eh
Like today in the alley off the 100 block
I was with dude, and Leory came by to give me a 5 dollar hoot. Not bad at all. Actually really good. I called Leroy, brother eventhough me be like more an SS than Tyrone. But he gave me his tubing and 'pipe'. Fuckin eh for 5 bucks, in change too boot. The Boot has Dayglo on the 18th this month. Rock on Whistler. Still have to do that in the gondolas. Hotboxing is alright. I gonna nig it up there for the half pipe shite one Sunday. D. D. ueber alles, or so was.

Downtown is fucked. Thee's like crackheads everywhere, but then again, if there are pedestrians at 3am on a Sunday night, like Monday morning or like 6am Sunday, you know there is something going on. If you don't get back on the rusty boat back home. Here come the rooster. Yaaaa.... You know he ain't gonna die, ya ay ay , you know he ain't gonna die. .... machine gun man, they spit on me on my homeland, Gloaria sends me pictues of my boy, uhm mmm, can't unerdtsand... his dying breath, oh god can you please, let me make it through, oh eyah yeah .... yeah here cme the rooster yeahhhhhhhh, you he ain't gonna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, no no no no he ain't gonna die. (glue glue glue like shit going on on ) I was looking for sea of soorow anyways. Got it wrong. I chooose... what was your heart I stand in the dark. He's death. Heroin. ...... stong and highhhhhhhhhhh. That's the only liyric I remember. Oh yes I do. Such a crime. You open fire. ... I live tommorrrow, you'll I'll not follow, as you wallow in a SofS.

But fuck the tunes. The doobies do that. Plus I have a few rules of life. Only time you can nig it up int internet land is after beers of course. Maybe like 1 orf my 200 or so posts aren't. Emails don't do that drunk. Fer fucking sure. It totally doesn't like translate Let alone if you talking like the language of them or like english or so-called englisch.

Downtown is royally fucked up. I love it. Don't need to go to Vegas for what. Entertainment of $300 whores, gambling to lose your coin, some expnsive hotel room and shit. But then agin money is a weird thing, ofr most people 5K ain't much, but sorta is, like 2000 Big Macs. Dinner for many.

We taking too much for granted
From techno seeds we first planted
Marching in the streets
Dragging iron feet
Laser beeming harts
... fucking eh show.
......was spreading like a disease.
hiding underground
knowing we'ld be found
hiding for our lives
...Metal gods

Fucking eh. I hat ethe tunes they uck you up royally. So the story is like a CC of what is going oin in my reality. Whatever that thing reality is?

Je ne sais pas.
With mankind under command
.. how they can make that demand
... slaves
to there wicked ways
but meeting with our death

Fuck dowotown is fucked. Me not like here ata all. But god bless the shite of theis consumer-ism reality we live in.
Here's a top 10 of consumerism for Main N Hastings
1. rock
2. on
3. pipe?
4. give ya $20 for your bike
5. blowjob for $20 beside a dumpster
6. Balmoral
7. Big Dennis
8. Jaywalking ticket, fucking BS
9. down
10. powder

425 Carrall

Thank you there's nit like an O, weird spelling, sorta like bute is cute, fer sure, and the Liqour store isn'topen much, aat least the crack infestation is rocking on. Rock on. rock on. Brillo is hard to find. i f you just got of VGH you better hope that the lonie store across from the Fairview is open. I didn't have that option, so none for me since it was after 6. Weird the things the 'Chinaman' have in there Chinaman store. But no flowers inside glass tubes made in their red China cunt expulsion. Then of course no other of the 4 magic things y0u need. Even with a can you need the can and then the ashes to act as the brillo, aka filter maybe TP.

Its fucking Da Vinci's head office. Well not now since he's mayor. Sorat like that Cabmell dude.

My brother is an idiot eh. So I'ld say. He don't like understand much, like his FOB so-called wife thing like from China, WTF ever it is called. I bought it rice last year and my mom said you don't need to 'cosume' for 'cosume' time of the BS of the G7. But fucking eh we are the shit. Shit made in piss poor countries for us to fucking nig it up. Fuck eh nig it up, just like Alnigi. I love Ruutu too. And of course you can't forget Rock on Moose Factory.

Fucking Carrall. Yeah. I knew dude he had a offic ethere. And they would give you 'supposdly' 2K fine for smokeing. Smoked lotsa doobies there. Actually all offices I've been in I did the Billy, not just the fat cunt but like inhaltion. Mr. China as me call me 'brother', it makes me really ad ans dhit. Royally, but me digress I know his name and DOB and that is all. But my parents are still alive so I have to 'deal' with his 'reality'. But reality is a god question. (Anal fuck fest ... so what) But he has to do everything to his like liking. or is that likeningn. or WTF. But we has blinders on large. I had to meet heim once to get ride up to Cypress, you'll do almost anything to get a ride, hitchhiking is fun. Gettting outta the village ain't as nice, I think I'll move down a bit, after all I got beer. Wehn then the leemmings press hte gas down you get the nic e exhuahst inhaleiation.

So, me so-called brother had to spell out the road. C-a-r-r-a-l-l and I'm like by GM Place. And he's like woah, if it does that. But fuck I hate suburbanite, wasteland/wasting energy unless they're nigging pu the basement shite, attitutde. I drive.

What is sidewalk?
Where's the parking lot
Where's the car

Fuck you
fuck you, eh
BTW its nice to have a dealer that delivers though eh.